what do u do with your hopes and dreams...
what do i hope for?
what are dreams made of?
what is it that i desire?
who's desire is that?
who's will?
His Will?
my emotions?
my thoughts?
too good to be true?
dreams and hopes...Your Will be done...

PICTURE UPDATE...b/c i'm feeling lazy =P

URBANA 06


went down to missouri for urbana during Christmas break

my awesome prayer grp <3

most of ccf =P

where you settle you will die. significance...

WUSS - weakness undenied, strength supplied


i love my cg

they've made a huge impact on me

lean on Him =) rend your heart...

RETREAT -CSR


WUSSies =)

oh eights

=D

physically exhausting, spiritually refreshed.

Winterlude in Ottawa =)















ma famille =)

My Saviour, My God - Aaron Shust

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at his right hand
Stands one who is my savior

I take him at his word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
For him to be my savior

That he would leave his place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my savior

My savior loves, my savior lives
My savior's always there for me
My God he was, my God he is
My God he's always gonna be

Yes, living, dying; let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That he who lives to be my king
Once died to be my savior

That he would leave his place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my savior

My savior loves, my savior lives
My savior's always there for me
My God he was, My God he is
My God he's always gonna be

i don't know...i don't know. i am not skilled to understand. i falter w/ my imperfectness. thank You for coming to my rescue...live in me, flow w/in me. You're always gonna be by my side. i love you Abba...sigh, thank goodness You're here.

Recently started reading devos fr/ chuck swindoll...some wise words fr/ him:
"His mercies are new every morning." omigoodness...thank God. pray that i renew myself each day in Your Word.
"When you give yourself, the gift never has to be returned." Lord, i give myself to You...use me, mold me, put wherever You want me to be...and let that be enough.
As a Greek sage once put it: "To whom little is not enough, nothing is enough." where do i find my satisfaction? where do i place my hope? my treasures should be stored in heaven. stop dwelling on earthly things...stop. where does it stop?
"Things may not be logical or fair, but when God is directing the events of our lives, they are right." i don't know Abba...why, why me. am i ready? my perceptions? look into the desires of my heart and evaluate them...speak to me. where? when? why?

Everything matters...a stone can make a deep impression in the sand, but the pebble will still make a ripple in the water...everything matters.

"Even now," declares the LORD,"return to me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning." Rend your heart and not your garments. Return to the LORD your God, for he is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, and he relents from sending calamity." Joel 2:12-13

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member :
LOSE ONE.

*Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross, and follow me." Matthew 16:24 NLT
*I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd sacrifices his life for the sheep. John 10:11 NLT
*love all who love me. Those who search for me will surely find me. Proverbs 8:17 NLT
*If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them wanders away, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others on the hills and go out to search for the one that is lost? Matthew 18:12 NLT
*He will feed his flock like a shepherd. He will carry the lambs in his arms, holding them close to his heart,... Isaiah 40:11a NLT
*He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Isaiah 40:29 NLT
*God doesn't promise to protect us from problems on this earth. Instead he promises to give us the courage to face our problems with his strength. John 16:33 NLT
*You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, whose thoughts are fixed on you! Isaiah 26:3 NLT
*How wonderful it is, how pleasant, when brothers live together in harmony! Psalm 133:1 NLT
*But blessed are those who trust in the LORD and have made the LORD their hope and confidence. They are like trees planted along a riverbank,... Jeremiah 17:7-8 NLT
*Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ?...Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose. Philippians 2:1a-2 NLT
*God is our merciful Father and the source of all comfort. 2 Corinthians 1:3b NLT
*If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Ecclesiastes 4:10 NLT
*Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. Ephesians 1:4 NLT
*We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. Romans 5:3 NLT

*****i am strong when i am weak*****

so thankful.
thankful for having You in my life.
life isn't the same without You.
You give me peace, joy, and salvation.
salvation is the message i hope to give ma babies.
babies need love and stability.
stability does not exist in their lives right now.
now i wish i was there to hold them tight and say.
say i love you both so much, my heart breaks for what is happening in your lives.
lives can be mended.
mended in His Love.
His Love is amazing.
Amazing are you both.
both of you continue to surprise me everytime i see you.
you make my heart break at the sight of you crying.
crying in His Arms.
His Arms will hold you tight at night.
night comes but you keep your light on.
on you both must plough through.
through it all He will be with you as i am.
i am so indept to you both.
both of you are ma babies.