*wow*...the weekend is like over...*letting this settle into my head*...*wahhhhhh!!!!!**sob sob*...*sigh*, time to face school once more...hwk...mean teacher...stuffy, hot, humid, sticky, sweaty, small room...ISU...books...essays...grammar...ecetera ecetera. :P...i hate being rushed when doing things...i'm better when i actually have TIME to do my stuff well. :P...yeah...STILL doing hwk...blah...b-o-r-i-n-g... You know what? Time goes by really really fast...sometimes i do find that i waste time...and that it kinda bugs me...God only gave me so much time on Earth...how will i spend it? :P Yes...sometimes i enjoy indulging myself...cuz you can't live life with only work, you gotta have some fun too...haha...this didn't come from me...:P...it came from my dad. *peals of laughter*...and to think that sometimes my parents think that i don't listen to them when they sometimes talk to me...;P selective hearing i say. But no...i DO listen to what my parents say...i just find it hard to sometimes act on it...so yeah...sunday school is over...wanted to play softball and have some fun...but don't think i will be able to...too many in-between things going on. Hopefully i can watch a few games though. I can't wait to see my cousins... I connect SO well with Dee. I find that i can actually talk to her about ANYTHING...cuz she's like on the same spiritual maturity level as me...:P prolly even higher...i dunno...i just find our talks so meaningful to me...concerning spirituality stuff...school...boys, anything. Same as Tiff...although she's a bit older...and i don't get a chance to talk to her quite as often...haha...except we wrote some msg's while she was still in school...*laugh*...time zones...teehee...those were fun. I wonder if ppl here can do that also during uni (class hours that is)? *laugh*...they prolly could...:P...i just hardly go online anymore...msn...icq...no more yahoo either. I find it...i dunno...the fascination has worn off. Although i was VERY VERY excited about it in the beginning...about msn, when i got it...haha...so i could talk to *ahem*...bleh...boys...will still continue to confuse me...just how much can ppl change over a course of a year? Mabbe because we hardly kept in touch...but we weren't very far from each other...man...if i wanted...i could've driven down there in less than an hour...*silent sob*...'he' will always be in my heart...no matter what...i can't help it...i have already given a piece of my heart to him already...i really want to talk to him...but either i am too lazy...or i want HIM to initiate it first. But i have learned from my mistakes...and still now...i am pretty sure...at least i think i am...that i am content to just have God...after all...He is all i need right? :P Enough...no more thinking of boys...think school, school, school...have to do well in school.