Going to WC today! Kinda really excited...so many things to see...so many things to do...:) Hopefully no power outage occurs again...oh ya..almost forgot to tell you...guess who's a certified lifeguard now? *smiles*...moi! Yes yes...so i can now save nebody...that i want...when i am on duty and getting paid for it...;P...insurance ya know. Heard that there was a pool party or something at Karl's place...:o...oh well...next time...would've been fun...haven't been to their house in ages. *smiles*...i guess J/M camp happened after all...would've been fun to go to that also :) *sigh*...summer is going by so quickly...next next year is uni time...:o. Worshipfest is coming up soon...dunno about that sit., trust God is the best solution...'faith for the future' (Met)...my Abba~

hehe...power is back on!! cool experience huh? Never experienced such a blackout...I was w/ my NLS class when the lights flickered on the pool deck, and i was like huh?...then all the power went out...:P...tele's don't work...unless you had analog instead of digital. Anyways, neat experience, got a chance to use my candles again...;P Elana came back from her all-round U.S trip...yay! Just talked to her infact. :D Want to spend some time w/ pooky before she leaves...gotta solve some prob's...well, not necessarily prob's w/ several ppl...i dunno...right now my mind is a whirlwind of emotions. So many things to think about...what do i want? what do i want to do? how do i want to solve it? how do i want to live my life? *sigh*...anyways, gonna hang out for a while...*think* *breathe* *contemplate* *think* *breathe* *contemplate*...:)

three more days to go...cha-cha-cha...30 more hours to go...cha-cha-cha...exam on Sat...boo/ oh well, grocery shopping w/ P. Dave on Thurs. i think...hopefully...should be fun...teehee...check out at self scan? Hahaha...nah...prolly wouldn't work...too much food...;P Dunno which uni i want to go to...top 2 choices are Queen's and Ottawa...others are McMaster, McGill, Western(?), Trinity Western Uni(?)(is a Christian uni). Wanna visit Aussie again...see Hong Kong and other places in China...haha...as the legend goes, a boy will become a man if he climbs/ walks on the Great Wall of China...same for me? Girl to Woman of course...sexist language. ;P But i think i am already a woman...some may think i am still a baby, but i am not. I am actually a responsible young lady w/ many skills i don't think many other girls have...haha...yeah. Well, what can i do? Cook (it actually tastes really good! Ask lil bro ;P), clean, wash, ms. toolwoman, gardener, babysitter, knowledgeable in biology/ medicine, going to be a certified lifeguard, certified swimming instructor, mow the lawn, creative- like to make my own cards (some may even have some of mine, haha...the company name is "BenitasmileycardsCo:)", dreamer, academically strong?, like to travel everywhere, can sleep anywhere...including a closet (;P only one person knows about this), open to trying new foods...except for weird stuff...no bugs plz, good detective...haha...all those mystery and suspense novels (i bet i can prolly sneak into somebody's room and take something and put it back w/out them noticing...haha...lil bro;P), can be outgoing and introvert...prefer introvert tho, play both violin and piano, swim competitively, play soccer, and i'd like to think that i am knowledgeable in the Bible...but i know that there are prolly a lot of other smarter ppl who know the Bible even better than me, etc. :) Anyways, might be starting driving school coming this Sept., pretty excited...freedom! freedom! Volkswagon Jetta? Ford Focus? Haha...can't imagine myself owning a sports car...wayyyy too expensive...Jetta- German engine...good good, design not bad either...Focus- good design, built for roads in Canada...haha...commercial duh!, easy to get parts, European design...not bad they are...;P will have to learn how to bargain for a car from parents...haha (mom). Dreams...inspirations...hope...faith...Love you Lord, forever in eternity...forgive me if i have sinned. Abba Father~

here are two more, couldn't fit them in w/ the others? *laugh* stupid me. ;P

*laugh*...here's some pics of the island resort i was talking about before...well, sort of...this is another resort i liked also...lovely isn't it...it's called Sun Island Maldives Islands Resort...it is on the South Ari Atoll island, in the Indian Ocean...ahhh bliss :)...look it up some time...

This is what i wish i was doing right now, surfing on the waves once more...:P mabbe i still can, if i get the grades...i can go back to Aussie! That would be totally awesome. Ahhh...the beaches...the parties...the friends...the water! *laugh*...there is only one more week until i leave for WC...so hyped...can't wait to see both of my cuz's, visit new places, fly on a plane again...love traveling. Ou, remind me to place a pic of this exotic island my dad sent me through a slide show...*wow*...it really really was breath taking...haha..i would put it in this blog...but i don't know how to...haha...so web-page illiterate...ANDREA!!!! I need you!!! :P Teehee...Garage sale still not happening...that's okie...aieeee...i saw some...actually ALOT of my old baby clothes...i had no ooo idea i had so many! So cute! NLS coming up this week...*grumble*...have to be at the pool at EXACTLY 8:00am...too early! ;P Tonight's Jeremiah thing was pretty good...ppl were able to voice their opinions about the time spent at fellowship, and ppl gave back comments to help the committee next year...hrmmm, ;P. I dunno yet...thinking about it. Time well spent tonight though. *smiles*...life is good. The Lord is good to me...my Best Friend forever.

*sigh*...time flies by so quickly in the summer, already is it almost mid-August. The Chinese proverb was very correct in saying that Time is like gold, but you can't buy time with gold. So many things going on in my head right now...*feeling confused/ hurt* don't know what to do...i know where to turn to, God...but i want immediate answers...why Lord? WHY? The only things that i felt really good about were having Andrea over for a few hours on Mon, sending my dad a b-day card cuz he's away on a business trip, MAKING a card for my parent's anniversary even though dad is on a business trip, sending more letters out to my friends in Orleans and camp, and receiving a postcard from a friend who is right now travelling around the US. Next week is NLS...fun fun fun! Bah...i extremely dislike my last examiner...i hope i don't get her again. *sigh*...i just don't feel like typing at the moment...too many disappointments...so many things to do and solve...Lord, i need you now. I can't go on w/ out You. You are my Rock, my Shield, my Best Friend, my Saviour~

First day of vacation...not bad...haha...had the joy of sleeping in...NOT! :P, was supposed to take out the garbage for the garbage man >.< ...9 o'clock comes rolling around...me still in bed...imagining the sounds of the garbage truck...*wake up*..."it's just a dream, it's just a dream...go back to bed..." *hear garbage truck again*...AHHHHHH! Run out in basically my pj's...(something that looked like i had slept in...not really :P not that stupid...) so yeah...open the garage...garbage truck only two doors down from mine...EGAD!!! Rush out...*grumble*...don't even put the garbage in the green garbage bags...*rushing*...tie up the garbage...put at the edge of driveway...*huff puff*...racing back to drag the paper box out to the front...AHHHH! The garbage man is here!!! Heh heh..."Good Morning Ma'am..."..."Uhhh...ummmm...hi" *grunge look on face...seriously just woke up at that moment* *looking just SLIGHTLY embarrassed* ..."You know...if you feel rushed, you can always put your garbage in your neighbor's garbage..." "Uhhhh...ummmmm...yeah...thanks" "No problem...have a good day" "You too...(to mister garbageman)...*smiles*...Haha...next week is NOT my TURN to take out the garbage...thank goodness...enough embarrassment for the day i think...*laugh*...i can't believe i actually rushed to take out the garbage out in two seconds, looking like a monster (my face...haven't washed face, brushed teeth, hair in a messy ponytail, glasses crooked, my clothes...look like something that came out of the salvation army...not that i have anything against buying things from places like that (V V) ;P ) Swimming at Jenn's house was a blast...;P...new, improved tan! Jeremiah Committee meeting went well...hope that tom. doesn't rain...tom. need to create inventory lists for garage sale mom says is going to happen SOON...it has been two years since she last spoke these words...:) Hopefully will be able to spend some time w/ friends soon...:P gotta call them up...*humming*...Jesus loves me this i know, for the Bible tells me so...*smiles* :D