feeling kinda frustrated about school...marks are not as high as i would like them to be...starting to even wonder if i will even get into EARLY admission...*sigh*...am i not trying hard enough? What is God trying to teach me here? Endurance? ack...also falling behind in keeping in touch with ppl...need to call Andrew sometime...haven't chatted with him in a while...same as Jer. I never knew life could hold so much stress...i can't WAIT to get to uni when there is going to be even MORE stress...ai ya...i don't like stress. Got up to go to band early this morning...:P i think it has been the earliest i have woken up on a school day for this year...6:59am...haha. Do i miss band? I dunno...things have changed since Link left...no more relaxation really...>.< Yesterday i went to do some calc hwk and couldn't find my TI-83...went through everything...bag, room, desk...i couldn't believe i had lost it...hoped this morning that the calculator would be in my locker...searched everywhere...top, books, in binders, asked the office, math department (they have like 50 TI-83's mabbe mine would be there?), checked computer lab because that is the last place i used it (Data Mgmt), checked lost and found...oh man...i prayed really hard...REALLY hard...if i lost my calculator not only would i not have a calculator to work w/, but my parents would literally KILL me...that calc. is worth over $100 moolah. *Praise God*...seriously, no joke...i was really worried...was i really that forgetful? I go to my Data Mgmt class...and my friend hands me a TI-83...*gasp* MY CALCULATOR!!!! Boy did i say something to her...no no j/k, but i asked how it fell into her hands and another girl in our class had accidently taken it last class thinking it was her own TI-83...Thank you, thank you, thank you Lord. Another answered prayer! :) *One good happy thing that happened today* Oh yeah...for CANFAM (Canadian Families) we are studying the movie "Pleasantville"...never seen it...very *social sciences* apparently...CHEM and Data Mgmt tests coming up...going to study hard for them...*need marks, need marks*...i know i can do all things if i just put my full trust in Him...*lead me, love me, mold me, i am Yours* Another thing...grad photos coming up...actually kinda excited about it...some ppl are actually planning to get a makeover for the pics...don't know if it is really worth it...you have to like spend $40 before you can get a makeover...prolly get mom to do the makeup for me on grad photo day...mabbe i might do a makeover for prom?!?! Dunno...not really worried about that stuff yet...have to get through this present stuff first *focus Benita focus*