feeling really REALLY stressed out at the moment...so much to do and so little time...it also doesn't help that i am sort of procrastinating, am i tho?...egad...really freaking out...i have to apply to universities soon...*heart pumping**lub dub lub dub*...ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! I just sometimes find it so hard to rely on God...because there is so much pressure for me to do well...should i just trust in Him to carry me through? Just how hard should i study? Will God perform a miracle for me? Like help me ace this upcoming calc roll the die (tom.) and calc test that the HARDEST teacher has written for us (thurs.)...i am seriously running around trying to calm myself down...*stay sane...stay sane** Ha-ha...God is said to put you through trials to make you an even better person....PLlleeeaaaasssseeee...can we just pass these trials and get this week over and done with? Plllleeaassseee? I know, i know it's monday...don't remind me...i can't think straight...i think this is going to be one of those weeks where i will not be going to bed until 1:30am...too much...ai ya...how am i going to survive uni eh? *laugh*...i know what i am going to be when i grow up...ha-ha...a garbageman...*wahhhhh!*...i don't want to...okay, have to get back to studying...think think think...:(