friendship is an interesting thing...it is a gift and a blessing, but i've learned that it is a two way street. Both must be willing to commit to the relationship, or else it won't work. Sometimes i get so caught up with things happening in my own life that i fail to realize some of the consequences that come out from my actions. But i don't think that i am entirely at fault...and i am definitely not trying to seem righteous...because i admit i do have my own shortcomings. However, I don't talk and rant about ppl on the internet either, especially if they know that those particular ppl can read about it. Or is that the purpose? I learn things from experience and time, and i just thank God for teaching me so many lessons. I find it difficult to tell people the closest things to my heart because i know that they will not understand, or simply cannot comprehend what is going on in my life and because they have not gone through those experiences either. That's why i love You and treasure You so much Lord, You alone understand me completely, You already know my deepest secrets, desires, dreams, struggles, pain, etc. Life is a learning experience, and i look forward to reaching the end of the road. But i know that i have a purpose here on earth. School and friends are there to help me achieve it and no, they should not be taken for granted, but i have a purpose to spread the gospel as a follower of JC...do i follow out with this everyday? try to...but just knowing that You care and love me Lord is sufficient enough. You are my Best Friend, watch over me Abba and cover me with your love and mercy~