It's been a long time since i have written here eh? ;P So many things happening right now...feeling kinda stressed out at the moment. Taking the last instructors course that i need to be officially hired by the city. They want you to have both NLS and Instructors- Red Cross and LSS...bleh. Course is going alright i guess...SO much work to do, lesson plans, etc. Ppl in class are pretty nice i guess, i don't really talk to the guys in it. *laugh* ANYways, still haven't finished packing for Queen's yet...still so much to pack. Ai ya, getting behind here. Had a chance to say bye to most church ppl last Sun. before they leave for their uni. Going to Broadways for brunch w/ the Kallala group, maybe doing something w/ Scott and Andrew. *smiles* i look forward to them coming down to visit...haha. Grandma is here! Well, since last Fri. she's leaving on Thurs. SO sad, honestly i can't believe how much i missed her, i mean how many times do you think she will be able to fly down here to visit us? She said that she will come back next year...i really hope so, i will honestly be so heartbroken if she doesn't. *sigh* i love my grandma so much...she's the only living grandparent that i have. So fun talking to her in Chinese, getting advice from her from daily activities to cooking...laugh, she used to own a restaurant ;P Scott's surprise b-day party was great, i had a lot of fun just hanging out w/ the boys ;P Perhaps i might be able to see *ahem* on his 24hr bike rally before i leave :) *sigh**contemplations* You alone God know my future for You planned it even before i was born, Lord, i trust in You completely...You have taken excellent care of me so far, i have no worries that You won't be with me wherever i go. I love you Lord. You're my all. Anyways, i better get back to my lesson planning...ugh, work. :P

wow...so many things to do, and so little time. Yesterday, i called Scott to wish him a happy b-day...big 18. Also did some shopping for ppl...b-days too. Today had last official Jeremiah meeting of the year- lots of planning esp. for initiation/ grad thing. Also went to Nikki's house for a farewell barbeque thing...really nice seeing ppl that i haven't seen for like months- Leah, Shira, Elana, Robyn, etc. were there too. Pics! Love pics...got some more pics developed today from camp...haha...so many good memories...will never forget them. Tomorrow going out w/ Elana, at night is the grad banquet thing at the church-> semi-formal. Sat is initiation/ graduation at P. Dave's house hopefully it should be fun and stuff...that night going to Jas's b-day party at Casey's...yay! More pics! There are going to be some ppl that i haven't seen for like 5 yrs, so it's going to be pretty exciting. Sun is church, then if all goes well, Scott's surprise dinner party will be a go at ESM. Hopefully Mon. or Tues. i will spend the day w/ Pooky. Grandma coming that week so pretty excited. I haven't seen her in months. I absolutely love/ adore her. *my grandma* ^.^ Need to finish packing soon...finish reading that frosh booklet thingy. Then following week i start my crash course in Red Cross/ LSS, it's gonna be hardcore work...i Know for sure that i will be staying up late for that week making short/ long lesson plans. *Augh*><. Then it's time to head off to school at Queen's! Ah! Yay! *slightly nervous* However, i know that i can do all things with You by my side every step of the way. Love you Lord forever.

I'm finally back for good from camp...*laugh* what an experience! Now i can hear flushing toilets and have hot showers for good ^^. So many things happened at camp. I met so many wonderful and interesting ppl. My assigned girls in both sessions were so sweet and unique in their own way. I definitely learned how to interact w/ other ppl that i normally wouldn't hang out w/...i.e. when you grow annoyed, agitated, impatient w/ ppl. Had an adventure in both sessions. First session i was forced to save a near drowning victim whom i had been watching for some time. She reduced my life by a mere 2 years by nearly giving me a heart attack. Honestly, i have never really been that scared in my life for someone...she was playing w/ her friends 5 min. later while i was sitting on the dock w/ my heart still pumping like crazy. This session, there was a Humongous storm last Tues. and my unit was out on an outtrip to Spi- I. It started to pour w/ heavy rain and a Very loud thunderstorm w/ all the works...we were supposed to leave the island and go back to camp that morning. We were stranded on the island for an extra 3 hours! Talk about adrenaline rush, i just got in survival mode, got all the girls to stay in one tent, me and another counsellor packed the rest of our baggage Literally DrEnChEd to the core trying to calm the girls, and to wait for a motorboat to rescue us. We later had to retrieve the canoes that we had left on the island in our rush to head back to mainland :P When our heroes w/ the motorboat came we were prolly back at the camp in 2 min flat...it was that fast. That was one Nice boat...must have cost and arm to buy it...VeRy cool. Now i have so much on my mind to do b/f uni starts. Driving test- cross fingers i pass the first time, hang out w/ friends, go to b-day parties, PACK for Queen's, attend my Red Cross/ LSS instructor course- major workload there b/f i go, read one more book from Cornwell, :P so much to do and prepare/ think about. Ah! But i'm glad to be back home. Thank you Lord for everything You have taught and given to me...i love You.