another pic taken at the lake...so boo-ti-ful ^^

went to the lake yesterday w/ sares...*sigh* so peaceful and beautiful. Just going there makes me think of the beauty that God has created in everything...His Perfect and beautiful Plan...*smiles* the unceasing tide...Your love flows over me over and over again...washing me clean with Your Love...i long to continue to be enveloped by You...Abba...i look to the skies~

*sigh* back in k-town now...study crunch time is here...*smiles* but fun times over easter weekend...lol, some snapshots...pics on website. *wow* i hardly write things anymore :S...haha...lazier? XP Hmmm...so easter weekend wasn't too bad...thurs night went on lake...fun times. It was so peaceful...altho i saw quite a sight b/f we went out onto it O.o...all i can say is ewwww. Lol...dinner w/ the eng boys...some...ummm...interesting/ exciting times..ahaha XP Easter weekend was mostly family time. Friday went to see alan and ken play at their badminton tourney...SOooo cool...lol, good times :) Haha..didn't know mom would know ppl there either...some guy even remembered me O_o...really? Went to lib to study for a bit on sat...lol, zzz....joking :P Watched the incredibles w/ family again...ahaha...so funny...our family is like parallel in many aspects XD Ahaha...i'm so bad...naruto...ian is officially screwed XP...wait till i give him gundam seed...hmm...i wonder if he'll really like that one. Went shopping w/ mom...that's always good :) Drove around alot...kaka...i want my g soon. Lol...road tripsss...*guitar bashing* ahaha...nutrition assignment...so frustrated w/ that stoopid assignment...so vague. Oh well...done now. KaKa...finals coming up :( *bawl* I might be going to hk for two mths this summer...joy joy JOY :D But still gotta find job for july/ aug then :S Can't believe how a guy got stabbed and died in kingston...it just brings back the reality how fragile life is...and how much we value it. Somebody analyzed my thoughts...about what i viewed heaven to be...and honestly...it's going to definitely be like a homey place...i can't wait...no pain, no suffering...just peace, and being in the presence of You all the time...ahhh...heavenly bliss :P I'm so thankful for going out to study in uni tho...it's exposed me to so many things...things that i don't think i could've experienced at home...slowly learning how to evangelize to others...learning about other faiths...and how to counterview their perceptions a bit? It's definitely been a strengthening experience...i fall more deeply in love with You each day Lord. You honestly are so awesome...i hope You use me to reach others...it would be an honour. *smiles*sighing* still praying for those close to my heart...in Your time...trusting You. Haha...what would i be w/out You? *laughs* nothingggggg...:) All praise to You...continuing to put my trust and faith in You...help me over these hectic times...and that i may be a beacon of comfort to those around me...You know what i mean :):)
*Your word is a lamp for my feet and a light for my path. Psalm 119:105 NLT
*But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners. Romans 5:8 NLT
*Yet it was our weaknesses He carried; it was our sorrows that weighed Him down. And we thought His troubles were a punishment from God for His own sins! Isaiah 53:4 NLT
*Live a life filled with love for others, following the example of Christ, who loved you and gave himself as a sacrifice to take away your sins. And God was pleased, because that sacrifice was like sweet perfume to Him. Ephesians 5:2 NLT
*“For even I, the Son of Man, came here not to be served but to serve others, and to give my life as a ransom for many." Matthew 20:28 NLT
*Then Jesus said to the disciples, "If any of you wants to be my follower, you must put aside your selfish ambition, shoulder your cross, and follow me." Matthew 16:24 NLT
*He gave his life to purchase freedom for everyone. This is the message that God gave to the world at the proper time. 1 Timothy 2:6 NLT

val, me, and sares at kcac for the ccf cooking contest...fun times :)

the nursing gang...hanging out in the anat lab tonight...studying, haha. Skele-T Bill? lol...oh dear.

*smiles* alan's badminton racket that i'm borrowing fr/ him :) Ahhh...oh man, i'm SO sore...lol, haven't felt like this since soccer practices...except those are Much worse XP
Past few days haven't been Too bad...hmm..biochem...let's not talk about that >.<>.< sore ="="'">.< night ="="'">.< Write more later i guess...God is good to those wait :) I love you Lord...my everything. I hope You have big plans for me...i want to do things for You...i sincerely hope You use me to reach others. You know i've been praying for other ppl close to me now...i hope it is in Your awesome Plan that they will come to know u intimately. I want others to see how wonderful and beautiful and awesome You are...there are not enough words to describe the awe i have for You. You are MY Abba~
*Love means doing what God has commanded us, and he has commanded us to love one another, just as you heard from the beginning. 2 John 1:6 NLT
*No one has ever seen God. But if we love each other, God lives in us, and His love has been brought to full expression through us. 1 John 4:12 NLT
*Dear children, let us stop just saying we love each other; let us really show it by our actions.
1 John 3:18 NLT

haha...such a randommm pic...lol..sowie...i got bored :P even tho i should've been doing work...bleh ;)
Hmm...so...today, didn't really do That much...lol...biochem tut. got cancelled! Yess...same as thurs anat class...double yessss. Webcamming weirdness...Ahhh...starting doing job applications today...so frustrating...lol....spent like 1hr webcamming w/ my mommy about it :P Moms...they're there when u need them ;) Man...i think i'm in that craze for instant noodles now...i'm actually able to get out of my chair and cook it...ahaha...i knowww...i'm lazy. Lol...i'm always hungry for some reason :P Gym! Haha...gotta go to the PEC. Hmm..which reminds me...prolly going to PEC on thurs night to play badminton w/ val...yesss...i finally get to use alan's racket!! Ack...hope i don't break it or nething...kaka. Aww...bumma...just realized tho...gonna miss a FREE facial AND manicure!! Aw man...lol...when can i get a FREE facial? Haha...one b/f badminton? XD Oh kaka...i'm going to play so badly there...haven't played in ages...haha..when i played around w/ alan's racket...i was like 'woah'...couldn't even remember how to handle and swing it properly :S....and it sux too cuz i still don't know how to snap my wrist correctly to get that popping sound :( Wahhh...alannnn...u have to teach me, Mr. Pro...lol...alfalfa head too :P Haha...even tho u tell me u aren't good...ur sooo good :P Haha...and we are OFFICALLY at WAR...Lol...interesting caffing...seems like too often eh? ;P Mmm...been seeing 'potential' students for queen's walking around in their lil tour groups...haha..makes me remember the good ol memories when i thought that i wasn't good enough to make it into university...lol...boy was i wrong...God blessed me sooo much...sooo thankful...so thankful :)
Honestly...i've been so humbly blessed...i look back on my life and know that every single experience, event, blessing, hardship was to make me stronger and deeper in You...You're simply amazing...Your awesome Plan for me...i completely trust You...Abba...Abba...my God, Teacher, Best Friend, Shepherd, Rock, my everything...i belong to You alone. :)
*I command you to love each other in the same way that I love you. John 15:12 NLT
*Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. 1 Corinthians. 13:7 NLT
****Lord...u know who i have in mind for this last verse...give me a sign*****

pic taken at exposure when crys was there to sing her songs w/ dan-o....fun times :) The eng guys also came out...which was pleasant surprise b/c wasn't really expecting them all to be there. So...this week has been kinda interesting to me...its made me really think of how i think of myself as a positive role model, how ppl perceive me and how i present myself as a child of God. Can ppl here really see my as a Christian? Am i being a stumbling block to others, or building them up and leading them to God. *sigh* In all things...i want to honour u Lord...u mean so much to me...i live for You alone....i want others to see You in me :) I wish i had my written testimony here...gah...i'll get it when i go back for easter i guess. Hmm...so, week...had biochem midterm on thurs...gah, so many things to remember...and they all sounded the same w/ the -ase at the end :P Hahaha...i love M/C. Friday went to exposure to watch crystal sing her songs...they were awesome...i wish i had talents like that :P Dan-o was playing on the guitar...it was good...haha..i think we kinda embarassed her at the end w/ the 'hey crystal...how do YOU feel'...lol, w/ sares..haha...of course w/ sares XD. The eng boys we met at semi came out to watch her sing which i thought was very kind and sweet - Jeff Ho, Allan, bL, and Norm. After, went to ccf...Bible study...lol...dragged val into my cell group :P Gahaha...Then after, joined w/ the mandarin cell group and discussed what we were doing for the cooking competition...i'm kinda psyched...lol, we have jon wat in our cell group :P Ahaha...each group that has him in their group for the past few yrs have always won. Sat went out w/ the gals - sares, val and steph out shopping downtown. LOL...i can't believe we got split up...i mean, we were in indigo...i read through TWO whole magazines - Vogue and Elle :P- i thought it was sooo weird...i mean, i was getting tired of reading magazines...so sares and i walk around indigo..we can't find the others ANYwhere...haha...asking them later...they said that they also searched top to bottom for us...*laugh* wow...i can't believe we missed each other...Lol...so neways, sares and i went to look at other shops even tho we were looking back every single time ppl shouted and it sounded remotely like our names. Reached our goal...Starbucks! Teehee...the usual - white chocolate mocha- mmmm...soo good :) Sat night had interesting chat w/ a friend. *sigh* it's a constant struggle...i believe in miracles :) Church today...lol...got convinced to go to 10:30am service this time...*woah* soo many more ppl...lol..that i know...hahaha :P no 8:30am takers? Went to steph k and elim's place for dinner...teehee...gotta love the frosh priveleges. *laugh* we're prolly going to open our house next yr to the frosh too...haha...should i get val to cook? :P Played donkeykong bongo game...haha...so fun. *sigh* so now..it's back to work...studying for quiz tom in physio...new prof for biochem module...erk...i can't believe finals are coming round soon too. Kk...time to get back to work...all in all...it was a good learning week...thanks God for teaching me so many things
*Dear friends, let us continue to love one another, for love comes from God. Anyone who loves is born of God and knows God. 1 John 4:7 NLT
*There are three things that will endure - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13 NLT
*Your unfailing love is better to me than life itself; how I praise you! Psalm 63:3 NLT
*Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord, for our hope is in you alone. Psalm 33:22 NLT
*Look down on me with love; teach me all your principles. Psalm 119:135 NLT
*But God showed His great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners. Romans 5:8 NLT
*******love, love, love...what of love...i love you Abba...hold me tight and show me the world that you have created for me*******

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

LOL...i'm done midterms!!! Kaka...now i hafta finish my factsheet for tom...kaka. Uhh...did seduction style quiz...lol..hmm...coquette eh? I guess it seems true :P gah...internet wasn't working all night...bumma...lol...i think it helped me study more XD Val...u are a big butt...lol...yay for dc++. Ack...blogger stuff isn't working at the moment...comments and now counter...kaka >.< Anyways, not much to say at the moment...mabbe add more later...

*sigh* i'm soooo stressed out...ack...this doesn't happen very often...so here i am...taking a quick break...pic reminds me of good memories...crys and val...two of the best gals i know who are going to be living w/ me next yr...:P par-tay! i love them to death...haha. Thx allan for the pic :P lol...yeah! our 3 finger peace sign XD...kaka...exam schedule is brutal...prolly same as everybody else i guess :S : 13, 14, 15, 16, 19, 20, 26...kaka...je suis mort...yup...that's right...*sigh* so many things going through my head...*deep breath*

lol...i remember this pic...*reminincing* hanging out in crys's room...haha...sares and i have our shirts tucked into our sweats...old school style! *sigh* i'm so incompetent w/ comps >.< ppl know what i mean...kaka. Gah...i can't concentrate well...i think i should go to mac-corry more often...blaring music, my own table, little distractions XP, studying in my comfy sweats...Nothing much to say at the moment...just wasting time :S. God...You know my thoughts, my feelings, my desires...help me understand what it is You want me to learn fr/ you...
*How precious is your unfailing love, O God! All humanity finds shelter in the shadow of your wings. Psalm 36:7 NLT
*But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. Psalm 13:5 NLT

*blowing kisses* haha...i had a great and interesting time at the semi...go nurses go! So...hmm..time for an update =P
Reading week was pretty good...mostly relaxed at home w/ family. Coming home was good...sat on the bus w/ andrea...haha..i'm sorryyy i fell asleeppp...gah, my contacts almost fused to my eyeballs...lol..never again =P The trip took longer than i expected...but that's alright. I still have to recert my NLS- gah, so nervous for that...oh well...teehee...i'm still a certified lifeguard until aug =P Hmm...so on sun went for class 501...haha ;P...skated on the canal...fun stuff w/ joycee-poo and nate. Next day hung out w/ my dear gooberhead...good times...played pool at the broken cue...LOL...oh dear...thanx for the tips...haha...lotsa laughs...then went to timmy's for a chat ^^ Wed went out w/ monica to starbucks...mmm...white chocolate mocha...soo good. Thur night drove out w/ ian to visit alan and ken...haha...a girlfriend eh? =P It was nice...we planned like a surprise visit to alan b/c my poor squishie had just gotten his wisdom teeth out a few days before..mmm..ice-cream =P Fri went to srb's comp reunion..lol..i didn't know they even had a reunion. Teehee...so neways, it was fun...saw some old teachers...vesey :) and mcleish...goober! Went out to subway w/ them...then went back w/ ken and hung out watching lil bro try out for the badminton team...yeah! He made it for juniors! =P Fri night hung out w/ the girls- nikki, leah, elana, and jenn...made chocolate chip oatmeal cookies w/ a dash of banana...haha...it was good. Lol...thx for the belated b-day pressies =P Ahaha...and in between all this...did some readings for school...kaka...kept on falling asleep on the couch too...'uhh, bea...i'm home...wake up' =P It was nice to see chatterbox and fluffy too...they're so big and fat now XP Went shopping w/ mom, drove around...didn't get a chance to see some ppl tho :S...soonsoon..i still love you guys...
So...my week back to school so far has been alright i guess...lotsa work...lotsa stress as expected. Heh...biochem? what biochem? XD The week passed by pretty quickly...caught up on my anime..yeah! *sniff sniff* except Initial D wasn't translated to eng subs tho :( Hafta wait for that. Oh my...i'm gonna miss dc++ next yr. Naruto, gundam seed, and bleach are getting so good now too...but i don't want to read the manga just yet. Weather's weird sometimes...cold one day...nice and warm the next...blah. Haha...i did some of my dishes!! Heh. Work and classes have been the same...oh ya..lol..hafta put this in...'Dear Diary...today i saw...met...talked...dreamed...sigh' AHAHAHA ;P Awww...joycee-poo u know you love me :) On thurs had a luncheon w/ my scholarship donors...it was nice...meeting Don and Joan McGeachy...kaka, altho i had to miss physio to go =.= It was pretty cool...Mr. McGeachy was pretty hilarious...at the end of the luncheon he took the stairs down to the main floor...lol, it was only 1 flight...and the ladies *ahem* :P took the elevator...once we got to the door...he's there greeting us...'welcome to the ladies floor..come this way'. After they took a picture of us...apparently it's going to be in a magazine? Haha...hope i looked alright =P Wrote my psyc midterm on fri..it wasn't too bad...pretty fair...heh, hope they could read my writing...wrote so much. Kaka...the only thing i couldn't answer was the 'what are the four types of universal play?' worth 2 marks...ahhh...four types of universal play...four types...i don't know!! 'Please God...please God....ahhh' Oh well...hope i did well :) Hmmm..then semi :P
Went to the nursing/ engineer semi-formal...haha...it was fun. Had to rush dinner down...then go back to my place to shower and gather all my stuff and go to sarah's place....val, crys and i got ready there. *smiles* steph came too...Teehee...we convinced jeff and kev to come along too...ahaha...they even wore their fancy leather jackets...lol...which said comm-sci and con-ed XP Ordered a taxi van to pick us all up to go to portsmouth harbour..lol...sarah was soo good on the phone ;P The place wasn't too bad...okay-la. The boys played poker...not too bad =P Heh...i wanted to play w/ val..but didn't think i was good enough to play...oh well...play sometime later. Some of the music they played there was weird...haha...can't dance to it! Lol...pssttt...val...i know they're following us...haha. Had a fun time dancing...except feet killed after...ahhh, so sore...lol...does this count as exercise? It kinda got hot at times too...whew...sit down gurl :P Played our song...and the engs...mosh! mosh! mosh! ahhhh...Val was sooo funny last night...lol...she poured water down a guys back...aww...poor guy =P Tried a bit of corona...okay-la...mmm...loved sex on the beach, and fuzzy navel...couldn't taste it all ;P No strawberry daiquari tho :( So finally met some of jeff ho's friends...lol. They all seemed to be really nice, courteous, and funnnn...hahaha. Hmm...so finally got to meet my dc++ buddy allan...lol...initial d!! Haha...and that's all that i'm going to say right here ;P It wasn't too bad...i had fun hanging out w/ my gurls...we should go more often :P
Ahh...weekend...so much to do... Gotta do a whole bunch of studying for biochem..and hafta finish fact sheet for nurs100. Gah...haven't worked out in ages...fri PEC for sure...still debating whether or not to go home for easter..we'll see...debating whether or not to ask *ahem* to come to church w/ me...
Lord...thank you sooo much for everything you've done for me...i'm ever so grateful for everything...the hardships and the blessings...each has made me stronger in you...You continue to solidify Your presence in my life...and You work wonders. I can't live w/out You...i place all my dreams, desires, cares into your Hands...knowing that You can take care of me the best. *sigh* only You...only You know me so well...
Bible verses that meant something to me during these past few weeks...sowie...they're all bunched up and long =P
*I love you, Lord; you are my strength. Psalm 18:1 NLT
*Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on Him now while He is near. Isaiah 55:6 NLT
*Seek His will in all you do, and He will direct your paths. Proverbs 3:6 NLT
*The one thing I ask of the Lord — the thing I seek most — is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,... Psalm 27:4 NLT
*"So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.” Matthew 6:34 NLT
*The Lord is good. When trouble comes, he is a strong refuge. And he knows everyone who trusts in him. Nahum 1:7 NLT
*Those who listen to instruction will prosper; those who trust the Lord will be happy. Proverbs 16:20 NLT
*O my people, trust in him at all times. Pour out your heart to him, for God is our refuge. Psalm 62:8 NLT
*But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. Psalm 13:5 NLT
*Those who know your name trust in you , for you, O Lord, have never abandoned anyone who searches for you. Psalm 9:10 NLT
*Listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly. Psalm 5:3 NLT
*Most important of all, continue to show deep love for each other, for love covers a multitude of sins. 1 Peter 4:8 NLT
*Since God chose you to be the holy people whom he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Colossians 3:12 NLT
*No, O people, the Lord has already told you what is good, and this is what he requires: to do what is right, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God. Micah 6:8 NLT
*Whoever pursues godliness and unfailing love will find life, godliness, and honor. Proverbs 21:21 NLT
*Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you. 1 Peter 5:7
*As we know Jesus better, his divine power gives us everything we need for living a godly life.
2 Peter 1:3 NLT
*Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life… Psalm 23:6
*Choose to love the Lord your God and to obey him and commit yourself to him, for he is your life..." Deuteronomy 30:20 NLT
***** Hmm...i'm noticing that alot of the verses that have a significance to me have alot to do w/ trust*****

LOL...val and i are feeling happy XP

some of the other nursing gals that came...(l-r: crys, fiona, val, fonnie, justie, sarah, and me)

lol...we convinced jeff and kev to come :P

val, crys, sarah and i before nurs/eng semi :)

collage of some of the things/ppl i saw/did over reading week...missing some pics that i don't have...ohwell...sorry for not writing yet...coming soon :)