black mafia =P...missin these gals back in queens...
Really good sermon today...going to write about it soon...j'ai promis...j'attend...=)

soo...this is my scrub uniform...lol...nice shade of postal blue eh? XP
Heh...so yah...last entry meant to write more...lol...but haven't been able to just sit down at the comp and type =P Muhaha...laziness? mabbe =P Lol..and now that i've gotten to sitting down...i don't know what to write or start w/ XD Haha...okayyy..i'll stop procrastinating this...
So for the past few weeks since coming back home has kinda been a time for me to readjust back at home...lol...it's not that easy =P But so far...it's been going pretty well i guess...muhaha...princess benita has been getting her way around the house XD Lol...j/k...fine, Most of the time XD But yeah...diff living at home...Haha...wondering what i'm going to cook when back at school...lol...mabbe i'll bus my mom there =P Haha...where would i be w/out mommy eh? Btw...i think dad officially finished the bathroom as of today...lol...he was the first one to try the whirlpool XD...yessss...my turn =P Lol...i helped to build that washroom too...teehee...pretty proud of it...haha...looks better than the ones in the rest of the house that the builders built XP Omgosh...that whirlpool was heavy as crzy also...lol...and dad said that i was carrying the lighter part of the tub =P But it's been cool...helping dad w/ fixing/ building stuff around the house w/ dad...learning lots there...muhaha...no need for paid manual labour or men XD Hahaha...kaka XP Lol...that reminds me of a commment that dad said tonight...haha...i'm not going to repeat it here =P Mmm...so working at a retirement home...not too keen on the hrs...but meh...it's a job...and it relates to my profession =) Muhaha...grin and bear it...AND get shocked now!! XD Yeah...oh man...lol...gloves are a nurse's best friend =P Yeah...so being a PSW is cool...learning alot in how to take care of them and what the nurses do there...i'm really glad that the nurses there are really willing to answer my ques in the stuff they do, the protocols that they follow, the diff meanings of words they use, the diff drugs they take and do they take lotsa drugs O.o...cool stuff =P Lol...which reminds me of a book that i read...mortal remains by peter clement...pretty good esp for a medical thriller =P haha...learned alot of terms fr/ there as well. So decided to borrow more books fr/ this author...lol...i look forward to staying up and reading his books into the wee hrs XD *ahem* i mean...what did i just say about wee hrs? Haha...kaka XP Neways...back to work...mmm...so coworkers have been really awesome...and i really enjoy talking to my GS =P She's so funny and nice =) Lol...the connections that we have here. ;P Looking to see if really need another job...if do...really want to work w/ squishie...haha...we'd have so much fun working together =P
Most of these days have been filled w/ work, seeing friends, doing housework, Driving!...lol, 'we are not social beings' XD Aw, joycee-poo...love u poopie. Yeah, went to watch AR gettogether w/ some of uni friends...lol...i was more there to see ppl...but meh. Haha...i didn't know rob and amber were on that O.o lol...racing for another million dollars eh? XP Which reminds me...csi finale was really awesome...edge seater =P Played roller hockey w/ them also...muhahaha...goalie eh? XD Much practice still needed lol =P But definitely looking forward to playing again each week =P Lol...played tennis for the first time the other day...whoa...lol...played it too much like it was badminton...haha...which apparently isn't a good thing XD Mmm..we shall see how that sport goes =P Hahaha...i really should exercise tho =P Where are my nursing gals when u need them to get u to go workout? XD ...sares and valsha...=P Hung out w/ squishie and alfalfa head...haha...raking takes so longgg =P Haha...simssimssims! Lol...and i'm going to get jenga for u alfalfa head...haha...then own u!! Yessss XD Saw jeffy for a bit on webcam...lol...'So Hot' XD Muhaha...the comp blew up! Man...seriously wanna go to hk...but we'll see where God leads me to be next summer...lol...mom was talking about going to england instead...haha...then we can take short detours around europe XD Lol...do i hear france? italy? denmark? Mmm...also saw pooky over the weekend...funfun ^^ Yeah...should get off my lazy butt and call ppl to hang out =P Lol...i will! Been driving most of the time now...and now rents are trusting me more and more to drive alone and stuff....lol...it's a Huge step ;P Muhaha...yesss =)
On another note...just been really good to spend time w/ God...like alot of things that have been happening...it's not all just a coincidence =) And in ss...been taking ethics class...learning lotsa diff viewpts and stuff about diff ways of thinking and stands on moral issues...lol...kinda reminds me of philosophy eh? XD But it's been really good...like i'm learning alot fr/ the diff issues that we bring up...and i hafta agree...the more u take a moral stand on issues, the more conflicts seem to arise. Lol...of course it was worded better =P but yeah. Yups...so last week learned about the diff viewpts that one can argue fr/...then discussed bout euthanasia...next week is capital punishment =P should be interesting. But yeah...in a sense...kinda missing the sincerity and passion that ppl i knew had in ktown...that's what i'm looking for...i don't want to go to fellowship Just for it to be like a social gathering...i really want to learn and become a stronger xian =) I want to be encouraged and kept accounted for =P Lol...need/want more deep talks here =P
Mmm...so new week is here...been given the task of driving bro to school...lol...Kaka! Haha...love driving...but so earlyyy XP Lol...just like work =P Wanna watch some new movies...lol...dc++, where art thou? XD Mmm...seeing if also going to 'going-away' gettogether for becky tom...we'll see. Began to read another book by peter clement called mutant...talking about alternating dna and mabbe putting them into humans =P i'm hooked. Haha...mom bought flowers...so looks like i might be doing some gardening too =P Mmm...also planning on visiting ktown sometime...move things in...hopefully all the repairs and stuff will be done by then =)
Yups...just praying and hoping that my prayers will be answered...it's so discouraging sometimes...but i will take heart, for the end is near, and He will take care of His loved ones =)

**Patient endurance is what you need now, so you will continue to do God's will. Then you will receive all that he has promised. Hebrews 10:36 NLT
**If you need wisdom...ask him, and he will gladly tell you. James 1:5 NLT
**He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.
2 Corinthians 1:4 NLT
**Be glad for all God is planning for you. Be patient in trouble, and always be prayerful. Romans 12:12 NLT
** waited patiently for the LORD to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry.
Psalm 40:1 NLT
**Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world. John 16:33 NLT
**We know that [trials] are good for us--they help us learn to endure. Romans 5:3 NLT
**A wise person thinks much about death, while the fool thinks only about having a good time now. Ecclesiastes 7:4 NLT
**For if you just listen and don't obey, it is like looking at your face in a mirror but doing nothing to improve your appearance. James 1:23 NLT
**My dear brothers and sisters, be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry. James 1:19 NLT
*****Just reading these verses...give me a sense of peace. Alot is about prayer, trust, trials. In the end...i know that He will carry me thru...good times and bad...w/out Him i am nothing*****

This is what i'd like to be doin right now =P somewhere nice, hot, and relaxing.

letting the waves crash down and engulf me...the indescribable feeling of being swirling around in water...the freedom to move around...jump, dive, twirl, flip...
Lol...back home now in ottawa...haha...or as the ubs put it...the o-double-t >_> Mmm...so little update i guess...lol...things still lying everywhere...XP don't even know where to start to unpack my things...=P might end up just living out of suitcases for a few months XD lol...is it gross? haha...i uno...i figure i'm going to be leaving later neways...okayyy...haha...i know i'm lazy XD. Mmm...did our house inspection...*wow* what a house...what a landlady O.o...lol...let's just say that i will never expect my house to be That immaculate and pristine...haha...oh dear :S. Btw, i still am disgusted by the flies/ gnats/ mayflies/ whatever they are in kingston...ewww...haha...ktown is really rural i guess =P Lol...to make me take a shower at 3am in the morn just cuz i'm freaked out by them >.< haha...i can't believe it. Weather's been pretty nice lately here...sunny, Not humid XD, warm...=P lets hope it stays that way. Haven't been doing much at home...lol...it definitely feels diff being back home ;P hahaha...if u know what i mean...mmm...but i'll handle it. =P good news is that rents are letting me take the car out on my own now...lol...well sorta ;P haha...yessssssss XD Been driving most of the time now...=P mmm...shall update more later =)