just wanna driveeee...

Sometimes...it's so much easier to picture urself driving fast away fr/ everything...in ur dream car...

One of the many things that i've learned? The Bible is the most practical book...He left everything in it for us read and understand Him. God has just this insane beautiful way of just pointing things out to u when u need it...whether or not u want to hear it. Going thru James 1...ver 9: "The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position"...ver 19-20: "My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires". ver 22: "Doe not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves"...
I uno...just going thru it all...mulling it over...i will never be adequate enough to do everything by myself...whatever thoughts i had that made me think so were so way off...i can't do anything w/out Him. I need to be broken, humble enough to admit that i'm incapable of anything w/out Him...i need to allow Him to work thru me...and not bother/ worry bout how things might work/ might not work...i need the Patience, God does not work on my time...but His own. I need to accept that whatever He does is the Best for me...whatever the circumstances. Whatever happens...i cannot falter in my faith in Him...i am here to do His bidding...His work...b/c i made the decision to...b/c i know it's worth it all in the end. Praypraypray for patience in understanding in things. Running away...so much easier than to stand firm and accept things for what they are. Things can change...nothing is forever in this world. I hv to keep Him first above all things...not let nething draw me away. I seek u Abba...You are the reason...You are the way...You are faithful...You ARE love...in You alone i place my trust, faith, and hope. How beautiful You are...that You would choose to love me.

*Love means doing what God has commanded us, and he has commanded us to love one another, just as you heard from the beginning. 2 John 1:6 NLT
*No one has ever seen God. But if we love each other, God lives in us, and his love has been brought to full expression through us. 1 John 4:12 NLT
*****To love one another...how hard can that be eh? >.<*****