lol...our house minus crys decided to hang out w/ our neighbours across the street and dress up for dinner =P (l-r: calvin [prof], felix [milkman], steph [christina yang-greys anat], me [gypsy], val [cowgirl], friend [iunos], and car [80's aerobic instructor])

currently: moody. confused. hurt. dazed. praying. falling. frustrated. seeking. where is the love? am i doing anything right? where is honour? where is obedience? where is sacrifice? i miss my lil bro.

i think i'm acting like an only child. how selfish and i becoming?

*So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7 NLT
*I restore the crushed spirit of the humble and revive the courage of those with repentant hearts. Isaiah 57:15b NLT
*May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation—the righteous character produced in your life by Jesus Christ—for this will bring much glory and praise to God. Philippians 1:11 NLT
*The LORD directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. Psalm 37:23 NLT
*He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. Psalm 40:2 NLT
*You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy, Psalm 30:11 NLT
*Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal. Matthew 6:20 NLT
*Wait patiently for the LORD. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the LORD. Psalm 27:14 NLT
*Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. Romans 12:12 NLT
*He saved us, not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He washed away our sins, giving us a new birth and new life through the Holy Spirit. Titus 3:5 NLT
*But now you must be holy in everything you do, just as God who chose you is holy. 1 Peter 1:15 NLT

*****who am i? what does this all mean? how do you measure worth? oh Abba.*****