My Saviour, My God - Aaron Shust

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at his right hand
Stands one who is my savior

I take him at his word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
For him to be my savior

That he would leave his place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my savior

My savior loves, my savior lives
My savior's always there for me
My God he was, my God he is
My God he's always gonna be

Yes, living, dying; let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That he who lives to be my king
Once died to be my savior

That he would leave his place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my savior

My savior loves, my savior lives
My savior's always there for me
My God he was, My God he is
My God he's always gonna be

i don't know...i don't know. i am not skilled to understand. i falter w/ my imperfectness. thank You for coming to my rescue...live in me, flow w/in me. You're always gonna be by my side. i love you Abba...sigh, thank goodness You're here.

Recently started reading devos fr/ chuck swindoll...some wise words fr/ him:
"His mercies are new every morning." omigoodness...thank God. pray that i renew myself each day in Your Word.
"When you give yourself, the gift never has to be returned." Lord, i give myself to You...use me, mold me, put wherever You want me to be...and let that be enough.
As a Greek sage once put it: "To whom little is not enough, nothing is enough." where do i find my satisfaction? where do i place my hope? my treasures should be stored in heaven. stop dwelling on earthly things...stop. where does it stop?
"Things may not be logical or fair, but when God is directing the events of our lives, they are right." i don't know Abba...why, why me. am i ready? my perceptions? look into the desires of my heart and evaluate them...speak to me. where? when? why?